Just go.....

I don't know if I'm wrong about this but I think no one really cares for me even my closest friends. They're here for me because they have to. They have to go to college, they have to attend every meeting in class and they are accidentally friends with me. So, here we are as close friends.

I don't blame on anyone for not caring about me, I know they also have so many problems thus I wouldn't make their problems more difficult for caring or understanding about my problems. I will keep this problem inside my mind and not telling anyone about my (not-so-important) problems.

sometimes, I don't get it why I'm still doing nice to other people? why do I can't be rude? still trying to figure it out.

Is It Okay?

Is it okay If I want to be alone sometimes?
Is it okay if I want to cry every time I feel sad?
Is it okay if I think no one really cares for me?
Is it okay to not feeling okay?





Because I think it's not okay.

That way

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. So much things I wanna say deep inside my mind yet I wanna keep it down. I can't have someone who really understand about my feelings even myself. I hope when I made this blog, I can express my deep inside feeling.