In the beginning of this year, I think, I've already been through some moments somehow it's bad or not.
First, I went to Holy Ka'ba with my family (except my brother). I was really happy at that time and felt like didn't want to come home soon. I had a lot of experiences there such as I had to walk around Holy Ka'ba for seven time or we called it tawaf. Before going to Mekah, I went to the grave of our Prophet Muhammad SAW. It was really hard to go there because I had to face the crowd. Fortunately, Allah gave me the easy way to have prayed in there.
Anyway, in Mekkah, I had 3 big wishes to ask for such as I had to get my bachelor degree soon, I hope I would be healthy or "that disease" would disappear (in the best way) and I asked to Allah if Wildan is the one, please make it clear and do not give us the problem that we could not handle. Time by time, Allah gave me the answers. I got my bachelor degree in January and had graduation in February. I was really happy at that time because I felt it impossible to be graduated in January but Allah gave me strength and faith to keep believing in His Strength. So, I made it! Yeay.
Second, I prayed to Allah for mending me from this illness in His best way and I think He already gave me the answer to had surgery for "that disease" and I will believe in His way. I know Allah will not give His "slaves" the problems that they cannot handle. I know. I surely know. He warned me to always keep my health by making me "kambuh" again and I felt grateful for that.
First, I went to Holy Ka'ba with my family (except my brother). I was really happy at that time and felt like didn't want to come home soon. I had a lot of experiences there such as I had to walk around Holy Ka'ba for seven time or we called it tawaf. Before going to Mekah, I went to the grave of our Prophet Muhammad SAW. It was really hard to go there because I had to face the crowd. Fortunately, Allah gave me the easy way to have prayed in there.
Anyway, in Mekkah, I had 3 big wishes to ask for such as I had to get my bachelor degree soon, I hope I would be healthy or "that disease" would disappear (in the best way) and I asked to Allah if Wildan is the one, please make it clear and do not give us the problem that we could not handle. Time by time, Allah gave me the answers. I got my bachelor degree in January and had graduation in February. I was really happy at that time because I felt it impossible to be graduated in January but Allah gave me strength and faith to keep believing in His Strength. So, I made it! Yeay.
Second, I prayed to Allah for mending me from this illness in His best way and I think He already gave me the answer to had surgery for "that disease" and I will believe in His way. I know Allah will not give His "slaves" the problems that they cannot handle. I know. I surely know. He warned me to always keep my health by making me "kambuh" again and I felt grateful for that.
And the last, day by day, I feel Wildan is the one. I don't know why I just feel it. And I hope it will come true (aamiin........)
I know, Allah is the most generous and the kindest! I was really thankful to be born in Islam and never regret for that.
