I can't bare with it anymore, I need to split it out.
These thoughts made me freaked out, I think like I'm not good enough, I'm such a failure, no one's gonna like me. It hits me every time like literally every time. No one loves me and no one cares about me. They just call me or remember me when they need something from me. No one loves me purely. No one understands me.
Judge me as you want but I never bat an eye on it.
When I tell you all people about my thoughts, you will say like "just kill your time by doing something worth" or "just pray to God and you'll be better". OH REALLY? DID I NOT DO THIS BEFORE?
I do it every time!! I've been there before but I don't know what I feel about it.
I feel empty, lost, helpless, useless, jobless.
Thank you for this blog because it makes me feel better and it also won't say like "you should do something better".
