thoughts about life

18th August 2016


I unintentionally browsed youtube website because I felt like I had less motivation in my life. I started to watch Gita Savitri's videos because she's now still studying in German, like.... how? I have to get the motivation from this girl. I just realized something that I had done nothing in my life. What have I done in this 3 years ago? I still feel the same as me in 3 years ago. nothing changes.

So, I listened how she could survive for about 5 years and how German changed her life. I saw her spirit on her video, like...... she can do this because she's strong, she can survive from the hard times. and anyone also can do this if they want. I found it in herself.

Now, I decided not to give up from everything that I've already taken. I have to deal with it and finish what I start. at least, I have to read more to increase my general knowledge. No more time for gossiping, no more time for thinking about others' views about me and also no more time for kepoing. It should be about me, my future. I can't be more success if I always think about others' life. Let theirs be theirs and mine be mine.

I know my english is way faaaar from perfect, I will be happy if someone could correct me from my mistake and also teach me how to good in English. I will try my best to practice more and more to increase my skill. If I don't want to change I have to face the pain of though life and I don't want it happen.